21 days sober:
Today I need to surrender my resentment at my girlfriend. It seems like she is always on her phone when she is around me, texting her mom, her aunt, her friends. I sometimes get resentful that she is talking with them and I realize that I am being selfish in wanting 100% of her time. So, I'm going to take a step back from my skewed addict view and surrender my resentment. It is totally fine if she talks with others. In fact, I am happy that she has those relationships with her family members and with her friends! It does bring up a question in my mind of whether or not she is getting all of the satisfaction that she needs out of our relationship or if she is turning to those friends and family for something she isn't getting from me. That is my addict self coming out though.
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| This is just so tranquil and beautiful! |
-Grateful and Hopeful
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