Feeling loved

2 days sober:

So, I relapsed again on Friday...I was home alone and there were some girls not wearing very much clothing down by the pool in front of my apartment. Yeah, that is always a bad combination for me. I might have to end up staying up on my school's campus all day so that I don't see them! Ugh...I hate it when things around me go wrong and its not really something I can control! I guess that is life though...right?

Anyway...the point of the title of this post is that I had someone from the group call me today! It was very nice to have someone call and express concern about my recovery! The guy that called me was there when I gave my First Step Inventory and it was great to hear from him. I really need to reach out to people more...I'm doing a huge disservice to myself when I don't!

So, my goal for this week is to call a different person from my group every day this week. I'll report about it on here!

Aaaannnnddd...this is my experience! I am checking in today and I hope and pray for another 24 hours of recovery!

-Grateful and Hopeful