In SA we do our best to be totally honest, so here goes. A couple of days ago I was in my apartment all alone and I had the brilliant idea of jumping online to just "surf" around. I think I knew exactly what I was meaning/wanting to do, but I wasn't willing to admit it to myself. So, I was going to different sites that I normally frequent when I had an idea to visit one of the sites that usually sets me up for acting out. I acted on that thought, and while I didn't end up acting out or breaking my sobriety, I did have a very close call and it brought back way too many memories and thoughts. I guess my thoughts today are how even starting down the path is so dangerous! I am so grateful for the protection that I felt from God as I flirted with the line, and now I have strengthened my resolve to never go that close to the line again.
-Another 24
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