Saturday, March 23, 2013

Getting Outside my Head

4 days sober:

Real quick, checking in.  This morning, as well as last night, I have struggled throwing off the memories that come up of events that have happened in the past.  One memory was when I got super close to having sex with a girl I was dating.  As I look back at that I am so grateful that we didn't.  We were relatively close, but we both had the presence of mind to not do anything to drastic.  Any advice from others on how to close this memory out of my head? Right now, I surrender any thoughts I had about this to God and ask for His help in overcoming this!

Yesterday I had a really cool experience with my sponsor.  I was struggling with some thoughts and I needed to check in with him so I called and we talked for quite awhile! I was very inspired by the amount of observation that he puts into his life.  He was able to analyze and deal with a couple hard situations and that was a great example to me.

This is my check in and I'm praying for another 24 hours.

-Grateful and Hopeful

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